There’s something I have to do
To feel my heart close to you,
I have to be strong
Plz don’t get me wrong!

But all I want is you
All I dream is you
I want you to see
Bcz you don’t talk to me!

I know I’ve been bad
And that you’re still mad,
But plz try to understand
I wanted to be free again.

That’s why I’m writing you
To make my wish come true
I want to be friends again
And talk about anything!

I don’t know what I’ve done
I don’t know what I’ve said
You were the first one
That pushed me away.

From the moment I’ve meet you
You made me feel good
I tried to get you
Even if I shouldn’t.

I tried to go on
Like I never knew you
Tried to make some sence
But my thoughts consumed me!

Every night I go to sleep
I’m thinking of you
I’m trying to forget
That I’ve meet you.

But you’re voice is in my head
Your smile on my face
I feel you close to me
Hugging me like no one else.

I’ve talked to friends
I’ve talked to God
I tried to be sober
I tried to be not.

I know you don’t want me
I don’t deserve it to
But plz try to see
I’m only in love with you.

I promised to be good
And leave you in peace
But my heart is stronger
Than my reason is.

All I ever wanted
Was to live again
Next to you I did that
You were my only “friend”.

Plz don’t be mad at me
I’m not trying to get you
I want to be friends
Or forget I’ve meet you.

I’ll see what life will bring me
Next time I’ll be in love
But from this moment on
I want nothing from above.

I have one last request
To be a better man
And don’t show this to anyone
Just pretend you understand.