one pair of red soft gloves
one silver lighter
three or four feet of cheep wire
two or three gallons of gas
and a quiet place
where I can blow myself up
peacefully
without disturbing the neighbors.

and if you really care to know
what the gloves and the wire are for
here’s my answer:
it’s not that i like fancy stuff,
i just wanna do everything
by the book
so that no one could say anymore
my whole life was a mess.

i might even consider putting a fire extinguisher
on top of the list;
it’s just that i’m not sure if it’ll be of any use
i have the strangest feeling
i’m all burnt out.
perhaps i should consider drowning, after all.