Tonight I'm sitting here.
Wondering what's missing.
I started to think about today;
I woke up today & I thought about now.
I didn't think about the past,
And all the hurt that I once felt.
Yesterday didn't cross my mind.
Today, my son & I sat outside.
I wasn't afraid.
Today, my son & I played with his toys.
We laughed & sang.
Today, I lived for today.
I couldn't figure out why today was different.
Then I sat & thought a minute.
What you put me through hadn't crossed my mind,
The pain that my heart used to feel, wasn't there.
I sit down now, think about the past,
And I just don't care anymore.
By God's grace, God's mercy,
The broken pieces to my heart have been put back together.
I'm healed, I'm free, and I am truly me again.