dirty coat...
shot me right in the heart
..this hunter of broken dreams
he took it all and left me kneeling..
stained..filled with holes..
his frozen touch steals pieces of my memories
the nightmares settled..now they are real
forgotten what it felt like to weep
when his face burnt all the hidden tears
the present is my haunting ghost..
the future is my enemy
all that's left for me to hang on to..
is the past with it's sweet jealousy
..your icy look forces me to bow deep
shivering..an attempt to reach
my heart needs the moonlight.. fair,shining
in my mind darkness rules above the idiot inside me
thought this was the end..but your vengeance hasn't even started
this unrealistic bond between the smothered and the hungry
why did i think that we could love..when everything leads to hurting?
looking through a glass..this is the way i see myself..
in your eyes my image is vague..a disguise..
this attempt to fool myself..believing that you never could have harmed..
even my shadow fears..of the army that's being raised to fight
never would have sold my soul...if you hadn't crossed my way
now the devil keeps it safe...mocking..at the sight of me in disgrace
you only see the emptiness that reigns within.
the unlocked door is easier to open without a key..