Have you ever felt so lost you couldn’t even find your way home
Have you ever felt so alone not even your dog could bring you comfort
Have you ever thought of someone for so long your head hurt
Have you ever loved someone but never felt any love in return
Have you ever cried because you where bored
Have you ever touched yourself to make sure you are still there
Have you ever walked and walked and never found your destination
Have you ever done something wrong because it was wrong
Have you ever pretended to be someone you are not
Have you ever been caught in a lie so deep you don’t even know the root
Have you ever wished someone died so you could have an excuse to mourn
Have you ever wanted to strangle someone just because their voice annoyed you
Have you ever wanted to scream so loud your voice would disappear
Have you ever wanted to press the mute button on the remote control of life
Have you ever dreamed you where falling
Have you ever tried to hurt yourself
Have you ever lost control of who you are
Have you ever failed at everything you tried
Have you ever given up because there is nothing left in you to fight
Have you ever given up just because
Have you ever wanted to go home but knew home is not yours anymore
Have you ever wanted to speak but no words would come out
Have you ever felt replaced
Have you ever tried to breath and panicked all in one breath
Have you ever almost drowned in your own fear of regret
Have you ever wanted to vomit until you cleaned yourself inside out
Have you ever touched yourself in places that brought you pleasure
Have you ever wanted to die
Have you ever feared death
Have you ever wondered if God will be there
Have you ever ever ever ever been alive?