I did not know first

I have suffered

I savoured my grief

what was the principal

of suffering

we are in a ship

quite polluted

no place left

for kids to play

as stronger and stronger

grows the unpaid spy of the assassin

but my mind could not read

how many times is this going to be repeated?

I felt my heart pump the blood

like chilled wine

I did not know

my life was attempted to be shredded by an expert assassin

It was my friend Ebone

who saved me

Whose glance said "really, you must be kidding. I have already done this sort of suffering for you,

or so I thought".

all we found is a handful of pain

this sentence includes you, you hideous spy

there are no classes left to be passed

no schools to be completed

who is smart?

no more lies

you can’t even look me in the eye

there’s no stains

they are only the apple of my eye!

…carry on smiling you mysterious assassin

I will be grinning to your face...



Günsel Djemal

18.12.2010