This is the path I've chosen
The road I was meant to walk alone
Far away is my hope
The one that keeps me hanging on
Feel the blood dripping down my hand
Hear it's sound when it hits the ground
And I see my reflection, there's no colour
But black, the absence of light
I remember that with my hope are my wings
The feathers I used to fly with
I took them off because I wanted to live
I'm sorry I had to experience the suffering
The pain that killing my dreams has brought to me
I'm drained from all fantasies
I'm hollow, but somehow I feel heavy
My feet sink into the ground as I'm trying to keep going
I'm by myself, considering suicide
I haven't yet realized there's no string of life
In this motionless piece of being
Have no one to say goodbye to
No one who deserves my tears
I take my last breath
Just because I'm used to it
And I accept what had already happened
Long before I wondered