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- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 2004-02-17 | | Exercises for stopping the thinking And the malformation of sentiments Tiles with spiritual imprints, Sharply stressed eyes Photographed rains Gatherings of people in the streets Slaughter of the consciences More absurd than the absurd Atheistic religion Performance of abnormality Beyond hearing Up to me a reality State of depression The shock of social irrationality Communication through hate The science of not managing And the lesson of giving lessons Smart boys with narrow minds Double dealers Bad exist – and there will be Made some more! * God, give them all they don’t want To each one according to his own Unpleasantness Combine for thrashing souls The inflammation of the ego Jumps from dignity to humiliation The struggle with the ideological dragon As in the Raphael paintings It makes you what you are not Theory stuffed down the throat As a snake swallowed from a pitcher By mowing farmers, Writers without literary aptitude Substitute for editors in chief and journalists Black-listed loves Passions cancelled by decrees Poetical seclusions The metaphors hardly standing On their own legs As a malign tumor Expelled from the temple of ghosts Mute badness is haunting in Art Fear of the fear… * Reserved words, power’s adversaries are Begging ‘round the corners of literature, The chivalry finds itself in a deep Center of accuracy, Taxes have been imposed on words of wisdom Paid with hard years of jail, The chain of party-minded thieves have Feudalized the country from one end to the other, The spirit, instigated by escapism into the Immediate unreality, has been tied up tightly With shiny staves of phrases and slogans The topic has been turned upside down Knocked about by autocratic dams The conscience became screwed up in The vacuum’s spine, molded In the narrow matter of ideology Tied up in the path of conferences Of inutility, exiled in itself, stranger To itself, adhesive to the inhuman An obscure theory, but opposed to Obscurity * Transcended, but contrary to Transcendentality Abusively stuffed – and due to that – Valueless Intentionally not understanding the intelligible, Leading the world over to nothingness According to the Manicheism doctrine The world is being governed by Two principles: Bad and worse The sinking of ego into a differentialized collective Derision of individual creation Periodically checking the soul Time locked in a bundle Flowing as a drop of foul water ‘To be’ meaning a permanent struggle With survival The real hour formed by reproduction into a fantasy Atheism Invisible pain Infatuated, hatred for one’s fellow man Mute ideology Uninvented, unidentified Spiritual genocide * Falling into emptiness Periodically, I keep a record of the Metaphysical sufferance, of the assured and Unconventional ache, Unemployed in poetry, With mutilated sentiments Mimicking apparent living My love’s confinement In the terrible prison of my soul Romanian ether dispersed throughout The world, in the Irelands of ancient civilizations Season of supplementary torments Pitch variations at the joining of an Entire nation The lust of moral defeat at all levels Settled beyond joy’s beard A Romanian directs The nation’s funeral march Towards the cemetery of history * Forced prayers addressed to the party Expressed while kneeling With tears of illusion flowing down A child’s cheek The bird carrying death on its wings Going ‘round the light There is no more Sun, but a Communist Nietzsche Revolted his tomb They rebel in despair, once a pain Tranquility now is bitter agony The artificial silence is smelling of rust And the immutable hours with sand In their mouths Such stated Zarathustra! The impersonation of any tendency To put out from hazy vortex, The untouchability of the moon’s rays In local Hell, The dawns which don’t want to show, Our mornings measured with the disappearance Due to the excess of night, The lack of red scorching heat Would be forbidden * The reprieve from religion has Built itself an anti-religion Bowing in front of the worldly idols Of the presidential family Tenebrous worship encouraged by The mighty Males who are routing blindly In the cellar of the thesis Coming out to the surface Is fatal Night bats through the basement Of words The labyrinth of the state bureaucracy Appoints the personality We snatch away our eyes from the Unpleasantness to see differently We cut our hearing by shouts of a slow death The therapeutics of petting used with The imaginary The madness of foolish letters from the Foolish boss Surrealism instead of reality The pigmy walking Walking on all fours Crawling in front of the dictator Walking alone * Walking with no legs An animal walking on four legs Stopped walking Walking in a herd Walking to the head in order to See the world Walking on one’s belly Walking on one’s hands in front of officials Marched walking for intimidation Walking in the shadow Crawfish walking And a pigmy riding on the Nation’s hump The continuous walking towards The country’s truth We are heading towards the center Of the impossible The wind is scattering the scum Of society The lowest threshold of human Standing, touched The thin thread of real history Will come to a halt * New Men: People without memory, without Brains, without conscience, The collective drama created by an Authoritarian author with a limited lexicon, Servant’s ideas, Lies of the lying lie, The citizens find themselves in a form Of nonexistence, The structure of a non-structured republic Flooded by dusted weeds, The infinite words of Ineffectual leaders Through the act of sanctifying Impudence, The real is less real, The art of more politics, The illusion, more voluminous through the illusion Those taboo are more taboo, Ideology’s tubs poured over The peoples’ heads The leader is a God To whom belongs the Truth, Nothing else is true, Non-Earth feelings * Excess of police, We are fighting like Georges Bataille: in vain - Like the wind against the mill Persuasive ideal trials Verbal allusion, of the power drunk Smelling of propaganda far away Brutally filmed The population distributed in a grotesque Theater Directed by a demented producer Characters who are only walking on Throughout life Hallucinatory images Human monsters going downstream On the biological evolutionary scale Human animals The doctrine walks on the streets In Nazi boots and blue caps The festive artillery of slogans And the undeserved homages are Projectiles of streaky words like The snail’s track The duly way of going up Falling down The way against time, individual time Impoverished happiness * Surrogates of petty joy, daily Fatal and hilarious theory Metamorphasized life in death From living time itself Illiterate, self-proclaimed professors Engineers, doctors -- geniuses with their minds Covered with a mighty yoke Wills discovered as the line Between negligence and ignorance Poetry tortured in the party’s cape Sings with the voice of a crow No one has any more room for anyone Self-outlets are bursting from the Deprivation of manuscripts and thinking Torment of the tormented Frozen by the roars of carnivores Immortality is running in the streets With dizzying speed The letters’ tails are coiled Forged ideals beyond history Narrow glitters of hope Smoking stifled in embers Dead souls boom in a crescendo Prisoners of theory The slowing down of independent Meditation * The emergency of extreme emergency The intoxication of party meetings The futility of futility Hideous lectures, simple and harmless Invented biographies for the leaders Aggression of general passivity Talkative mutes Around the corners of history Worlds and anti-worlds wobbling The prison of heretic spirits And Jilava and Poarta-Alba and Aiud The leader doesn’t give a penny Internal isolation inside of the general die Self-betrayal which Comes out through wariness Verses become contaminated by epidemics Rebellion against yourself Reduction of freedom, consumption Politics surround our hearts With sentinels in watchfulness Aridity presented with affection Depression around the inaccessibility Confusion over exploitation * While writing I am tense - Physically present, intellectually absent, Beyond the surveillant’s vision The blood flows Delegated for creating the poem From its own ash and for itself, In the barracks made of dry stone, Monopolized by the literary military. The obstruction of the arteries of the soul And poetic breathing, Everyday’s abnormalcy, The demolition of intelligence, The violation of poetry, The obscurity of clear direction, Investors of fear, Non-profitableness of the unprofitable industry, The net of fatal ideology, The intolerance of tolerance, Inhabitants alike Wishing at home A nation of ill people - Due to the terror which invisibly Floats in the air - Each despairing as much as he or she can, The introversion of extroverted thoughts. * There are two separate worlds beside an Exhausted body The living soul shrinks into its own failure Like the snail into its shell Smiles deflated by sadness On gray lips, scratched by longing Self investigation Utopian surrealism Ideological disappointment everywhere Imitations from neighboring countries The extermination of the world The indecisiveness of mediocrity The emancipation of ugliness Collective isolation The spiders of official speeches A hopeless invisibility surrounds us * Instead of education, re-education is Being practiced Cautious osmosis between the truth Falsehood, and human inhumanity * The idiocy of the party language ‘Nobody is right’ Paraphrasing Hegel, ‘Nobody knows’ ‘Nobody’ ‘The universe is not contradictory’ Denying Lupasco, ‘Truth is unique and party minded Not infinite’ Its irrationality is being recognized Pronounced by the social system But not by Nietzsche We are heading towards others Spiritual Exodus from the esthetics The authorization of international Limitations, snowbound, floods People, shudders, fires Disjointed, governmental emptiness Exacerbations Presidential Strident voices Moans from the depths of the Earth Forced sentiments Push towards insufferability * Fogged minds, Moral imbalance, Local exoticism, False emotions, Collectors of failure, Ridiculed exhibition, Verbal mumbling, Institutions of organized fears, Regular feuds, Mass non-solidarity, Social status breaking all around Incomplete work editions – slaughtered Artistic impediments – evoked The end in a continuous end – unended The demonism of speeches The abdication of the honest conscience Stitched ideological excesses An incandescent statistic Hoarse hypocrisy Turbulent ideas In front of the Ministry of Justice Injustice Traveling towards the end Of the small infinite Through the underground of ambiguous thinking * Animal-like Crawling towards the party Forced clapping Directed clapping Recorded clapping Clapping at a closed stage The fool is passing In a night carriage It is a bloody night And it’s raining pitilessly The soul’s windows are in deep despair The pendulum strikes three times The warm cider and the pillow Are taken away by the wind ‘Starved, naked and oppressed’ ‘Loaded our shoulders as much as they pleased’ ‘They are bitter and spit on us’ ‘A dog we have been for them’ * A fool is passing As a phantom Sirens on the left Sirens Sirens Hands cuffed, clapping On the first lines of despair * On chains The youth are marching The Military is taking protective measures Against repression The tall rostrum of the presidential infatuation The lock up of popular ideas The citizen is self-taught to hate himself He is self-taught To maltreat himself psychologically He is self-taught To council his desires and passions He is self-taught To defeat himself He is learning beyond the limits of reasoning The fool is passing As a phantom Sirens on the left side Sirens Hands cuffed, applauding |
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