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￭ in return for your navy blue shirt
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Sing- Iām trying to sing but the light is putting me away, crying, laughing, Iām trying to stayā¦
Thunder is coming across the roads of the broken city, Iām empty, and weāre all empty but so full. Smiling faces and a big thought, weāre all so sad, weāre trying to be cool. Death is just our reason to live and love is our road to death. Do we love? Does love exist?
Donāt answer! Iām trying to pretend itās not raining but water makes me cold, so coldā¦
Not watching you is like a torture and looking into your eyes is a penalty, itās prison, itās my end, itās my stupidity, itās my nothing, itās my allā¦
Sing, cry, smile, dieā¦ please donāt die when I die, please donāt laugh when I laugh because youāll think itās Godās fault, it isn't, I donāt believe in God. Donāt try, donāt even try to lie, Iāll go away without even saying āgoodbyeā because I donāt want to see your ugly face looking in the mirror. Do I love you?
Donāt answer! Iāll pretend itās not what it is, Iāll pretend I've always been empty and shadows follow me beneath the path. The path, the way, the roadā¦ what are we looking for?
Be happy! Are you happy? You've always smiled when sunrises gave you green eyes looking at the beautiful spaces, beautiful buildings, beautiful cars, beautiful life, beautiful warā¦
Broken, itās all broken, I've broken your eyes, your nose, your head, your breath, your hair, your neck, I could never brake your heart, I tried, I tortured myself but itās so difficult to break itā¦ do you have it?
Donāt answer! Iām trying to look for my other friend, Iāve lost him because of you, Iām lying now, that never happened, you didnāt steal my friends, you killed them, I hate my friends because you hate them, Iām lying, I never hated youā¦
Iām crawling, begging you, I hate the morning, I hate the days when I see you smiling because summer isnāt autumn anymore.
I can see bones, I can see flowers, I can see my dark, I can see you when Iām empty, you make me empty, you look so green, you look so full in your smilingā¦ my eyes are bleeding, Iāve got to stop looking at you, Iāve got to stop smiling, Iāve got to goā¦
Something round, something so sharp, something so ugly but beautiful, hate me, please hate me, hate my eyes as much as I love yours, hate my ears, hate my neck, hate my books, donāt hate my thoughts, donāt look at me because I love you again and again and I need to smile, you wonāt let me smile and I always cry writing about youā¦ Iām lying, I never wanted to smile. Leave me alone, hug me, laugh about my stupidity, laugh because I need you to laugh, laugh when I cry, Iāll cry for your laughing days, Iām just another book in another library, in another city, in another countryā¦
Give me colors, please color my soul, my heart, my dreams, my hands, my eyesā¦ drink the coffee that comes from my blood, my mouth, my smile, kiss my coffee, drink me, smoke me, let me scream, let me smoke, I want to be your cigar but you donāt smoke and youāll never smoke, I want to be your autumn, your winter, you hate my spring, you hate my summer, youāll always look away, look above your black, your greyā¦
Bow, I want to bow but I can never see your eyes, green, so greenā¦ your green makes me black, my brown makes you hate my seasons, you hate my water, my air, my nothing, Iāve always looked for your everything, I found your water, you wonāt let me look for your air, your thoughts, your dreams, Iām looking for the morning when you shave your beardā¦ Iām lying, I saw your beard was never shaved.
I saw crows, I saw the sky, I never saw your sky, you never let me fly because you donāt know what crows mean to me, nobody knows my white, nobody knows our colors, do they know your green? I wish I could steal your blue but youāve always had green and I didnāt see it, youāve always had the everything from my brown, you hate every color that comes from inside me! Please, look away, close your eyes, stop your white, stop colors, please stop, please, please stop!
Stop running so slow, youāre slow in me, youāre fast in my mind, I hate my mind, liar! Iām sorry I lied, I never saw you slow in me, you were in someone, Iāll kill the shadow that kills me, kill me, youāll kill me one day, youāll kill my colors, youāll make me white, Iām so black when I look into your nothing, drink my juice, my water, my coffee, hot chocolate, hot air, hot sun, hot ice in the summer eating winter. Let your autumn in my spring, let your dreams circle into a ring, begin like a dead king, begin with the end, letās end our beginning, letās draw colors, letās put apples in front of our faces, letās never eat apples, letās never talk if apples are empty, the pigeon is full and your apple is so empty, so colorful, so greenā¦ but, your hat is missing, youāve got a missing hatā¦ Iām lying, you never had a hat, you were so cold like my raining day, I started to rain, I was your cloud, Iām not the sky, Iām your ground, Iām your carpet, youāve always stepped on me, youāve always spit on me, I was your nothing, Iām still your nothing and everything is in my color, my color loves your black, my white is in love with your green. Eat chocolate, eat the nothing in me, drink my coffee, my juice, my teaā¦ Iām sorry, we all hate tea, I wish your tea is better than my dead grandfather buried near your emptiness.
I hate your history, I hate your pen, I hate your negative thoughts when I remember your jokes, you make me smile but I always wake up crying because I laughed, I hate laughing because youāre so white, youāre the smiling I need at 8 oāclock in the morning, youāre my last words at midnightā¦
Paintings, I see paintings, I see you, I see you in a painting, I see us never meeting, Iām looking into your eyes, I hate the way you ignore my eyes looking at your painting. I hate your eyes, I hate your lips, I hate your voice, I hate myself because I hate the way I felt in love with you, Iām lyingā¦ I never hated your lips, I love them so much, I wish I could touch in a second your whole life in our kiss, I wish I could hate you, Iām so emptyā¦
Laugh, please laugh, I love your smile, I hate the weather, I hate the clouds, I hate your cloudsā¦ Iām lying, I never looked at your clouds the way you looked at me when I closed the doorā¦
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