Yes...this is what I feel today
But you're too blind to see my pain,
Grind my teeth calling out your name
And make one more step on this way...
Maybe I'll fall, maybe I'll survive
But who cares if my heart is alive
Risking all and having nothing instead
Giving you the best that I had?
I surrender now and tell you
Nothing in world could make me blue
But your back you turn on me
And your eyes that don't wish to see
My fears, my tears and all these years
I've looked for a feeling like this one
I wonder if this is what you want...
I love you though you don't care
I miss you, to tell you don't dare
Being afraid not to seem
Another crushing reality-dream...
A chance...I'll give another ten
Just to make you see and understand
Now I've knelt my fears,
Swallowed all of my tears
And with the hand on my heart
I swear not to part,
It isn't a lie
I say "hello", but never good-bye!